So here it is mid-August and the summer is winding down. Winding down for whom I might ask? I am still just as busy as ever! It is a good busy however!
Tomorrow, My best friend Brenda is flying into Dallas, we will get to spend some time together
and we are taking a ROAD TRIP!! (whoop, whoop!) She has talked about seeing San Antonio for as long as I can remember and that will be our final destination. Last year I read on
Beth Moore's blog that there would be a conference in San Antonio in 2008. I registered us and now we are planning to go! The doors open on Friday at 6PM and it ends mid Saturday afternoon. We will drive down on Thursday and return on Sunday. I am excited about having a fresh Word fall on me and Beth Moore is my favorite Bible teacher ever!
In my last couple of entries, I shared about our family vacation. What I failed to mention was the problem I had with my left knee. The day we arrived in Sioux Narrows I began having a pain on the right side of my kneecap. The next day it had subsided somewhat but the left side had grown very painful. I had severe swelling as well as my ankles were swollen. (I think it was a circulation issue from sitting in the van for such a long time on the drive.) By the end of our stay it was feeling better and swimming in the lake seemed to help too. We returned to Texas and I cleaned a big house on Thursday, came home and worked in the yard and by Thursday night, I was right back to square one with the pain and swelling, limping like a 3 legged dog! Since I am being treated for an auto-immune disorder I scoured the internet looking to see if this is another side effect of my meds or some other issue. The other thing is that I began to grow anxious over it.
On September 5th, Dave & I leave for a 2 week trip to Yellowstone and Glacier National Parks. These Fall trips are something we look forward to like you wouldn't believe! As you also know, I am a hiker and the thought of missing out on any hikes and just sitting around was making me crazy!
Sunday morning we were in Church and it felt so good to be there, offering praises and worshipping God. (You realize how much you have missed it when you are back in the midst of it!) I felt in my spirit that God was wanting me to pray about my knee. Now, I have to tell you that in the last 4 years I have dealt with some major, anxiety-producing health issues. I have endured a bone-marrow biopsy and the 10 day wait for its' diagnosis, infusions at the Texas Cancer Center, Steroids, chemo drugs, surgery and more steroids! So praying about a swollen knee and the possiblility of no hiking seemed pretty trivial in my mind!!! Still, I was obedient.
I didn't realize what a big deal it was to me until I began praying about it. God's peace just washed over me. No instant healing or anything like that (although I do believe God does that) just peace, pure & simple. It reminded me of the peace I had while awaiting my biopsy results. God was there and that was enough! I didn't say anything to Dave, I just left it between God and I and went on about my business.
Sunday evening, I was sitting on the couch. I hardly EVER sit on the couch, I have "my" own chair, a recliner that I will sit in when we watch a movie. I decided to stretch out my legs and I heard this pop noise. The pain in my knee was gone!!! I stood up and I had mobility. I decided to walk into the kitchen, passing Dave at the computer with this enormous grin on my face. I passed by him again and said,
"watch this"
as I moved my knee all around. I told him about what had just happened as well as the Lord calling me to pray that morning.
Yes, the pain is gone! It is still tender and I am still wearing the support on it, treating it gently.
Why am I surprised? Maybe it's because I think God only cares about the really big things in my life. As I look around there are people dying, there are "real" needs out there and that there's a universe to keep in order; God's concern about my swollen knee just isn't a priority in the large scheme of things! What a lie from satan!
If I care about it, God cares about it because I am His child!
God can do the seemingly impossible (to human comprehension) and the seemingly trivial at the same time! Leaving you with a fresh Word!
"Then the word of the Lord came to Jeremiah.
I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?"
Jeremiah 32: 6-7